In all honesty, I really got off track. I want to go back to eating healthy, but it has been so hard the past few weeks since my grandmother died. One day led to one week and now it’ll be a month come April 13th. I don’t know how to get back to how I was living. It has been all one unhealthy blur, it’s almost as if I never started. I’m sorry for the negative post, but I need help getting back to where I was and I need it  desperately. Thank you to all. Love and luck!

29.    Write your current weight. Have you lost anything in the past week? If not, what are your plans for this week?

Honestly, I don’t know my current weight. I know that I have gained weight this week. My grandmother passed away last Tuesday and I completely fell off the wagon. I haven’t exercised, I’ve been eating terribly and I have been drinking more. However, today is the first day of the rest of my life. Today, I am getting back on track and I AM going to make a new life for myself. Nothing is going to get in my way anymore. Not even slip ups. I let this slip up go too far and I never want to feel as bad as I have this past week ever again. I will be better, I will be stronger, and ultimately, I will be healthier. 

I don’t normally post these, just on the page I have for it, but I felt I needed to post this here to give myself extra motivation.